Wednesday, April 27, 2011

sORRy, U caN nO LOnger satISfY Me...

I always liked u so much since from the beginning. You've been there for me, accompany me thoughout my boarding school years, during my university days, and in fact, until this right moment. You and me are more than just best buddies. You have seen me in my best moment and even my bad ones. You never failed to cheer me up and I always make sure that you're with me all the time, well, most of the time.

Eventhough my boyfriend (the same person I call 'Abang' now) hates u, but, I insist to continue my relationship with u whether he likes it or not. That's how much I like u, that's the prove that I need u in my life. My dear friends also like u. They said u are the most understanding in some situation. They said only u know how exactly to make them happy sometime. U had been such a great company.

Years gone by, I do not know myself anymore. My feeling towards u started changes unexpectedly. I did not ask for it, but it just appear without me realizing it. Seriously, I want u to know that I did not ask for it. I repeat, it is against my willing. I wish that I could like u forever, until the end of time, but, it happens. Sorry, i'm sorry. It is hard for me to say this, but, the truth is u can no longer satisfy me. U, my great company, my best buddy, u just can't meet my needs now.

My love for u slowly fade away. I'd try to make me feel the same way I feel for you before. I swear it, I already try, many times. But, all I can feel are just bland, tasteless u. So, I already make a decision to break up with u. It is for the sake of us both. Maybe, it's not the end, maybe I will need u sometime, but to be honest not in the mean time. So long my love, I'll always remember u...u will always be my favourite. Hope u will find another soul that love u as much as I used to, my great instant noodles...So long, bubbye

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

He Grow Up SO faST...


newborn...2.4kg only...so small...we're so afraid to hold him because he is so small and afraid that we might hurt him if we hold him too tight...
growing...started to smile and react when we call his name
after 9 months, see how fast he grew, so active crawling around the house and climb on bed, chair, opening drawers...
now, he is no longer fit when lying in my lap...hehe...

MiNggU sahAM AManah MALaysia (MSAM) 2011


Been there with Mum, Maksu and Umar...

A lot of opportunities and potential invesments also choices of insurance policies...

So many people and many booths...

Lucky when we were there at first, not so crowded but after office hour, the place is packed and jammed...

Alhamdulillah, Muhammad Umar bin Anas, being a very good boy as he is, not cry even once throughout our visit here...that is one of the reason we spend almost 6 hours there...talking bout a lot of investments...hehe, kidding

Today, 26th April, is the last day for Perakians...

There's a lot of goodies too...and free bag (my fav part, of course)

Thursday, April 21, 2011

MonOLoG DaLAman...

Anonymous 1: U know Syakirah, there will be many vacancies for PZM since they want to place PZM for each district. U should try to apply for the job..
Me: It's ok Miss Anonymous 1, I think I'll just stick to my plan to be a lecturer, further my Master Degree, then PhD bla,bla,bla....

Dearest Ma and Abah: Pikir betui2 nak ambik Master ni, boleh ke, nanti dah kawin semua, kot dapat anak awal, boleh kamu buat?boleh habiskan...kitaorang tak kisah,kitaorang support je ape keputusan kamu...pikir elok2...
Me:Ok kot...boleh.jangan riso...Ya cube buat betui2...kalau dh kawen and de anak pun, boleh je nk teruskan kn... (muka confident)

Abah: Ya, ni ada surat untuk kamu...surat tawaran jadi PTD...kamu nak ke?pikir la dulu...
Me: Tak nak la..kan ke Ya nk jd lecturer...tak nak la jd PTD.tak sesuai kot...

Hubby: Kalau jd cikgu kan senang, boleh cuti masa cuti sekolah...boleh try minta tukar duk skali...takde la satu tempat je boleh kerja...
Me: Abang, kan Sayang dh cakap, sayang memang minat nk ngaja, tapi sayang tak nak jadi cikgu, so, kena la jd lecturer kn...(try buat muka cute)

What in the world that I'm thinking????????

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

TriAL 1....

I always love to see people wearing shawl  but never know the simplest way to wear it. I'd try many times since i'm like in lower form. But, recently I watched a video on YouTube and the next thing I knew, I'm an expert in wearing shawl...ecece...not an expert laaa...just a beginner...actually all this are inspired by miss maria elena. Plus, I love the way she speaks and writes in English. Still, there are some people who condemned her, but she is way better than people who only know to criticise but not making effort to help or share knowledge with others. Anyway, there's always room for improvement, right?




ok ke tak?hehehe...

Thursday, April 14, 2011

LovE U...

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person"
~ Mignon McLaughlin (1913-1983), American journalist & author






c wut i mean?hehehe....

Friday, April 8, 2011

RiNdu PADAnya...

Dulu...
Kita selalu pergi sekolah sama-sama...walaupun I naik bas, I akan turun beberapa block b4 ur house, then jalan kaki sama-sama ke sekolah...

Dulu...
Kita ponteng kelas dan lepak kt playground sama-sama...walaupun hanya sekali

Dulu...
Kita kongsi semua rahsia bersama

Dulu...
U pengawas, so, bila ada spot check, geng2 kita mesti tak kantoi...sebab dh tau awal2...

Dulu...
Kita nangis sama-sama bila tengok Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham

Dulu...
Kita simpan angan-angan nak masuk universiti...dan Alhamdulillah, kita berdua dapat masuk U...

Dulu...
Kita enjoy shopping sama-sama

Dulu...
Bila cuti semester, kita mesti nak jumpa satu sama lain...sms, call, datang rumah

Dulu...
U selalu tidur kat rumah I...tapi kita sebenarnya tak tidur sangat pun, sembang je tak abis2

Dulu..
U satu-satunya sahabat yang panggil Mak I, Mak, Abah I, Abah...U just love my family as much as U love me and I love U...



Kini...
I dah graduate my first degree, I dah dapat kerja kat UNISZA Terengganu, I dah kahwin dengan boyfriend yang I citer kt U tu, I dah ada seorang baby boy yang cute and active, Mak and Abah dah pergi Haji dan Umrah sekali, Maksu dan Syakir pun ikut sama pergi Umrah, I tengah struggle nak habiskan labwork and hopefully get my Master Degree...

Tapi...
U tak ada untuk saksikan semua tu. Allah lebih sayangkan U...but, I tak akan pernah lupakan U...I cuma boleh recite Al-Fatihah dan Yasin untuk U whenever I miss U...

Walaupun dah 5 tahun U pergi, kenangan kita bersama masih kukuh terpahat...friends come and go, but bestfriend stay together and in heart forever...



 Al-Fatihah buat sahabat terbaik yang pernah dimiliki dan didambakan oleh seorang sahabat...saudari Siti Israha Othman...



Ya Allah...

Wali Band – Ya Allah

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah



Ya Allah jangan Kau coba aku

Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku

Ya Allah bila memang Kau coba

Aku percaya Kau sayang padaku



Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah



Ya Allah lindungilah diriku

Dari yang menjahati menzhalimiku

Ya Allah Kaulah Maha Segala

Engkaulah pelindung hidup dan matiku



Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah



Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah



Ya Allah jangan Kau coba aku

Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku




Thursday, April 7, 2011

MArK YOur CalenDar, MomMies...!!

Mom and Baby Expo 2011 is back!

Yeay!!